uber emo entreeehave you ever been trapped in a situation where you're trying you're best to cling on to your pride, sanity and emotions, and yet the turnout of events were still uncontrollable? it was damn hard. i had never been afraid like that. now i know how traumatized people felt. i was at the verge of breakdown and yet i was holding on because of pride.
who would have thought that a stonehead like me would not be able to contain it any longer. the person who repressed in front of passers by while softly cursing to remind thyself that sanity is still intact. that was damn embarassing.
i can't believe myself that i just told someone what was going on with my twisted mind, and realized later how stupid i was to tell it. it didn't matter because she was mature and my friend, though i just showed a person my weakest point and i hate it.
hell that it wasn't the fucking hormones.
this is a very emotional entry. but fuck, it's my journal.
i have decided to make something out of my fear. fear should have an image of being functional aside from making people afraid.
kelangan maglabas ng sama ng loob ng inyong lingkod.
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Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen
Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide,
No escape from reality
Open your eyes, Look up to the skies and see,
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy,
Because I'm easy come, easy go, Little high, little low,
Any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to me, to me
Mama just killed a man,
Put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun,
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooh, Didn't mean to make you cry,
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow,
Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters
Too late, my time has come,
Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all the time
Goodbye, ev'rybody, I've got to go,
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, ooh, I don't want to die,
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all
I see a little silhouetto of a man,
Scaramouche, Scaramouche, will you do the Fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very fright'ning me
(Galileo) Galileo (Galileo) Galileo, Galileo figaro
Magnifico I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family,
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come, easy go, will you let me go
Bismillah! No, we will not let you go
(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go
(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go
(Let me go) Will not let you go
(Let me go) Will not let you go (Let me go) Ah
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
(Oh mama mia, mama mia) Mama mia, let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me
So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby,
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here
Nothing really matters, Anyone can see,
Nothing really matters,
Nothing really matters to me
Any way the wind blows
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um friends, blockmates or whoever.. basta kilala nyo na mga sarili nyo na nagsabing manonood kayo ng EJ. here's the linkeee....
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Over at Tanghalang Pilipino, EJ: Ang Pinagdaanang Buhay nina Evelio Javier at Edgar Jopson opens February 15.
Written by Palanca awardee Ed Maranan and directed by Chris Millado, EJ places two modern-day heroes face-to-face.
Jett Pangan plays Ed Jopson, the president of the National Union of Students of the Philippines when martial law was declared. Ricky Davao assumes the role of Evelio Javier, governor of Antique, who refused to kowtow to the ruling party.
With music by the Dawn, EJ is a play that the idealistic youth will most certainly relate with, and it’s a history lesson for those who weren’t around then, so go!
EJ runs at Tanghalang Aurelio Tolentino (CCP Little Theater) at these dates: February 15, 16, 22, 23, 29, and March 1, 7, and 8 at 8 p.m. and February 16, 17, 23, 24, and March 1, 2, 8, and 9 at 3 p.m.
Tickets are at P600 (regular) and P300 (students). Get them through Ticketworld (8919999) or through Tanghalang Pilipino (832 3661 and 832 1125 locals 1620/1621).
Tired
Devious Comments
and it's okay to be emotional sometimes, as long as you don't rag it on everyone's face
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You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star
- Nietzche
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